Tablet Datang! Tapi...

YEAH! Akhirnya, kirimannya datang juga kemarin. Ya ampun, ku sampe gemetaran.
Bukan aku yg nerima langsung, tapi ibuku. Secara ku kuliah ya.
So, habis pulang kuliah, ku ditanyain sama bapakku tentang kiriman itu. sambil nunjuk2 barangnya
Kulihatlah, dan...
Oh, my!
Sudah nyampe! XD
Cepet kali...
Ku buka lah langsung 'n liat2...
Tapi, belum dicoba, alnya disuruh ibu bantu2 di dapur (karena hari ini yasinan).

Sudah selesai acara di dapurnya yang sampai buat jari tanganku tergores2

Waktunya nginstal.
Begitu selese, kan dah connect tuh. Dicobalah.
Waw! Bergerak! katro mode on

Nah, tapi tapi tapi pas kuliat kan di buku petunjuknya untuk configuration tabletnya di Control Panel, di kompiku ga ada?! WHAT?! NO!
Dah ku cek-cek, akhirnya ku mikir jangan-jangan gara-gara kompiku tidak memadai yg disarankan tu tablet. DX
Yeah, yg berbeda itu, diminta u/ 1GHz n 256 RAM. Lha aku, 800an MHz n 240 RAM.
Huweeee... *pundung*

Ya, yang ga enaknya ni pas gambar cepet banget, ya anggap aja licin gtu. T3T

Tapi, ya sutralah, ku mustinya bersyukur. Terima kasih ALLAH, sudah mengabulkan permintaanku. Amiin.

Main di Kantor

Entah kenapa, saya kerja cuma ngabisin waktu aja, padahal ya cuma begitu aja.
Jadi ngerasa ga jau beda sama nemenin keponakan. ==a
Kayak sekarang ini, ku lagi leha-leha di kantor, malah mainan game pula di komputernya. Dasar.
Parah banget saya.

Kepercayaan

Oke! Sebelumnya ku mau kasih ini dulu...

JENG JENG JENG lebay mode on

Hasil doodling gaje di kantor~~~
&
Lengkapnya di sini aja yah~~~
Hehehe... Yah... Sekarang aku niat untuk ngebagi-bagi blog sesuai gunanya... Dibeda-bedain gitu deh... Biar enakan dikit... XD
Yang link tadi itu... Sebut aja Blog Art apa Art Blog... Terserah deh yang mana tepatnya... Nah, sesuai namanya itu isinya tentang "latar belakang" gambar-gambarku. Baru aja tadi layout-nya diedit lagi... Gimana? Bagus? Jelek? Lumayan?
Yang mana aja it's okay... Itu haknya yang nikmatin...

Well. Sekarang balik ke judul itu.
'Kay, 'kay, ku tadi sempat dilanda krisis kepercayaan gitu... Karena aku terlalu mudah mempercayai orang, mungkin. Dari situ aku dapat kesadaran lagi, tepatnya setelah seseorang merespon kebingunganku soal "percaya" itu, aku jadi benar-benar memahami bahwa kita benar-benar harus pandai memilah-milah yang mana yang pantas untuk dishare, yang mana yang tidak. Ya, ku memang dari dulu juga begitu, gak mudah cerita semaunya begitu. Tapi, karena sesuatu hal, aku jadi terkesan ketergantungan pada orang, tepatnya seseorang.

Entah, aku tidak mengerti, sebenarnya aku kurang menyadari kalau diriku ini sebegitu ketergantungannya. Padahal, buktinya aku masih bisa apa-apa sendiri tanpanya. Well, memang aku terlalu dekat, cerita apa-apa, anggap saja itu untuk kepuasan diri, kepuasan diri bahwa masih ada orang yang mengerti aku, memahami aku, dan mengakui keadaanku.

Lalu, mengapa orang melihatku seakan ketergantungan begitu? Jadi maksudnya, Naruto itu juga ketergantungan sama Sasuke gitu?

Ya... Dari situ, aku harus merubah diri lagi...
Seperti kata seseorang, aku harus tegas, dan intropeksi diri lagi, agar tidak mengulangi kejadian ini lagi...

Dan yang terpenting... Aku akan tetap menganggapnya sahabatku... Begitu kan, NAruto?

Dah ah... Yang penting, ku musti mikir sepanjang-panjang, sejauh-jauh mungkin kalau mau mengeluarkan sesuatu dari mulutku ini... Ingat pepatah, Lidah lebih tajam daripada pedang. So, berhati-hatilah jika berkata...
Benar begitu kan?

Yuk dah... Udahan dulu, ku ngantuk nih... Lagipula emang udah disuruh udahan... T^T

Hari Minggu yang Campur Campur

liat judul

Aku tahu itu mank ngaco, ambigu banget. Tapi, mau gimana lagi? Memang begitu keadaannya.

Mari kita kronologikan dari masuknya hari Minggu.

Mulai dari 00.00 WITA GMT +8. halah lebay
Aku masi berkutat dengan komputerku. Mau tau ngapain? Biasalah, ngenet gitu. Yang diurusin itu blog FFSNI. Gak tau kan apa itu?
Okelah, ku kasi tau.
Ehem. Ehem.
FFSNI adalah kumpulan dari fujoshi dan fudanshi yang nge-fans sama hubungan antara Sasuke dan Naruto dari anime manga series Naruto. Ya, jadi kepanjangan FFSNI itu Fujoshi Fudanshi Sasuke Naruto Indonesia. Oh, yeah... Diriku ini memang lebay dan sok. Kenapa? Karena akulah yang buat, ngecap sendiri, setuju sendiri. Ampun deh... Obsesiku lebay ih... Yah, mau bagaimana lagi, saya pengen punya wadah sentral buat itu. Sebenarnya emang karena untuk kepuasan semata diri ini. TAT

Sudahlah, pokoknya intinya itu. Nah, lanjut. So, sampai mana tadi. Oh, ya, ku urusin blog ntu ya?
Hmm, oke, jadi disana, ku cuma bagian ngedesign dulu, belum ini itunya. Yah, coba liat saja hasil design cupuku ini >>> Sasuke & Naruto Shrine.

Bagaimana pendapatnya?

Itu hasil berjam-jam lho... Sampai jam 3-an.

Karena merasa tampilan blog uda baik dan badan uda cape. Akhirnya, aku putuskan... TIDUR!

Lama, lama, lama, mimpi dulu yg aneh-aneh gak tau ku lupa. Sampai terdengar suara.

PRANG!

Yeah! Suara kaca pecah. Tepatnya, setelah ku bangun, itu adalah kaca TV-ku.
Keren kan?
Mau tau kenapa? Haha, ku juga ga tau, namanya juga baru bangun, kira2 jam 11an hehe ku bangkong bo.
Ga hanya kaca tipi pecah, ribut-ribut yg mozaik pun ada... Tak perlu ku tulis, karena itu terlalu pribadi. Hehe. Peace.

Yang jelas, setelah ku bener2 bangun, mandi, makan, dsb. Baru tahulah ada apa itu? Ternyata masalahnya karena sang ade bungsuku ni tak mau meninggalkan tontonannya. Sebenarnya, itu ga terlalu berpengaruh, itu hanya pancingan. Aslinya, ya karena sang pelaku utama memang emosi yg tak tertahankan. Jadilah begitu. Ckckck.

Lanjut lagi, mulai dari jam 1an, ku internetan lagi, ga tau deh ngapain aja, sampai sore, tepatnya Maghrib. Ya, alhasil di-pause-lah dulu tu kompi. Maghrib-an dulu.

Nah, terus, kenapa pas Maghrib-an ku ketiduran. Payah deh!

Begitu bangun jam 9an, kompi masi nyala, yowes, ku isi perut dulu, habis itu nonton pilem deh. Yang pertama, horor asli baru mulai buat deg-degan. Habis itu, nntn Shopaholic yg bikin ngakak.

Test Tes Tes

Oke... ku lagi sinting-sintingnya... Jadi... langsung aja...
Kisahnya ini mau ngetes doank...

GUBRAK

ATTENTION

ssssssshhhhh

Orang gila mau lewat

Ampun... Stres memang nih...

Stereo Love Lyrics (feat. Alicia)

When you?re gonna stop breaking my heart
I don?t wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don?t let go
Don?t let go
To my love
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thoughts
Can you promise we won?t let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.
Cuz? you can?t deny
You?ve blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I?m loosing control
Cuz? you can?t deny
You?ve blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don?t wanna let go
When you?re gonna stop breaking my heart
I don?t wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don?t let go
Don?t let go
To my love
I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside x2
I can fix all those lies
But baby, baby I run, but I?m running to you
You won?t see me cry, I?m hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I?m smiling for you
Oh baby I?ll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I?m not with you
Please don?t ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thoughts
Can you promise we won?t let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real
Cuz? you can?t deny
You?ve blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I?m losing control
Cuz? you can?t deny
You?ve blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don?t wanna let go
When you?re gonna stop breaking my heart
I don?t wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don?t let go
Don?t let go
To my love
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside
I can fix all those lies
But baby, baby I run, but I?m running to you
You won?t see me cry, I?m hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I?m smiling for you
Oh baby I?ll try to make the things right
I need you more than air when I?m not with you
Please don?t ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I

Malasnya

Hmmm...
Bete... Kenapa? Karena online di kompiku terbatas banget... Huwaaaaaaaaaaa...
Tega amat deh...
Apalagi diawasin mulu... Huuuuuu...
Rasanya jadi rugi ndiri masang internet... Habisnya... kok waktunya pas kukerja sih... DX
Pas ku dibolehin pasang internet... Beberapa hari kemudiannya, ditawarin kerja...
Enak sih... It's okay... Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... Kalau gini caranya, mananya yang "it's okay", apalagi katanya diriku yang bayar ni internet?! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... Kalau bisa meledak-meledak dah sekalian...

Oke... Itu kabar gak enak untuk belakangan hari ini...

Kabar yang lumayan buat aku senang...

JENG JENG JENG *lebay*

Yeah!!! Kalau jadi, ku bakal punya tablet!
Mau tau gimana ceritanya...
Oke... Jadi tadi itu... Kan lagi bete-betenya di kantor mati lampu gitu gak ada kerjaan plus hapeku baterenya habis. Nah... Pas jam duaan -yang bener-bener uda bete abis karena mati lampunya belum selesai-selesai- Seniorku... Yang kupanggil Mbak... Ngajakin ke warnet... *yah, warnetnya pake genset*
Nah... Di situlah, kubuka fbku... Terus ada yang ngetag foto Pen Tablet ke aku, ngejual gitu dgn harga 500ribu. Kubacain komentarnya... Belum ada yang minta... Akhirnya aku komen disitu menyatakan "Saya mau..."
Hahahaha... Gila juga diriku ni... Kok bisa-bisanya aku nulis itu, padahal lagi cekat-cekatnya ni duit... Ckckck...
Terus, terus, dibalasnya, apa aku serius. Dan ku jawab lagi... "Iya!"
Huwahuwahuwa!
Ku beneran uda ga mikir... bener-bener main tancep aja gitu...
Ya Allah... Berikan petunjuk-Mu...
Apa ku layak mendapatkannya...

Yah... Alhasil... Tablet ntu udah ku boking, dan tinggal urus ini itunya...
Kalau memang direstui, semoga lancar... Amiin...

Akhir cerita, terima kasih Ya Allah!
Alhamdulillah atas semua rezeki dan nikmat-Mu!

Horeeee!

Akhirnya... Te-pindah juga ni memo dari Google Site Memo-ku dulu... XD
Yeah... Sekarang ada pojok diary-nya di Website-ku...
Senangnya~~~

Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

Bad Romance (edited) Lyrics by Lady Gaga
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leather studded kiss in the scene
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertical stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Imma Freak bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

(The Same But In French)

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
and all your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Bad Romance (edited) (Lady Gaga)
Lady Gaga Lyrics - Bad Romance (edited)

Michael Jackson - Heal The World

Heal The World Lyrics by Michael Jackson
spoken:
Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better
world for our children and our children's children. So that they know
it's a better world for them; and think if they can make it a better
place.


There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal The World
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.


If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for joyful giving.
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Bridge:
And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.


We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Refrain (2x)


There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.

You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
Michael Jackson Lyrics - Heal The World

Evanescence - Going Under

Going Under Lyrics by Evanescence
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50,000 tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(Going Under)

Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
(So I don't know what's real and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm, so go on and scream
Scream at me, so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm going under (going under)
Going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under
Evanescence Lyrics - Going Under

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On

keep holding on Lyrics by Avril Lavigne
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
no I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say (nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (nothin' you can do)
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend (ah ah)
I'll fight and defend (ah ah) yeah yeah

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through



We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah....

La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through



Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could say
nothin you could do
nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Avril Lavigne Lyrics - keep holding on

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

when you're gone Lyrics by Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now'

when you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take



Do you see how much I need you right now'

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mMm
Avril Lavigne Lyrics - when you're gone

Avenged Sevenfold

Dear God Lyrics by Avenged Sevenfold
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Avenged Sevenfold Lyrics - Dear God

Paramore - Decode

Decode Lyrics by Paramore
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind'
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides'
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here'
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here'
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't Decode)

How did we get here'
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here'
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done'
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done'
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

How did we get here'
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here'
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.
Paramore Lyrics - Decode

Paramore - Crushcrushcrush

Crushcrushcrush Lyrics by Paramore
I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now'
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now'
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now'
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
No, oh

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this
Ohoh ohoh ohoh
Oooh...
Crushcrushcrush (Paramore)
Paramore Lyrics - Crushcrushcrush

Akon - Smack That

Smack That Lyrics by Akon
(feat. Eminem)

[Akon:]

Shady
Konvict
Upfront
Akon
Slim Shady

I see the one, because she be that lady! Hey!
I feel you creeping, I can see you from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like tae-bo
and possibly bend you over look back and watch me

[Chorus (2X)]

Smack That all on the floor
Smack that give me some more
Smack that 'till you get sore
Smack that oh-oooh!

Upfront style ready to attack now
pull in the parking lot slow with the lac down
Konvicts got the whole thing packed now
Step in the club now and wardobe intact now!
I feel it down and cracked now (ooh)
I see it dull and backed now
I'm gonna call her, then I pull the mack down
Money no problem, pocket full of that now!

I feel you creeping, I can see you from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like tae-bo
and possibly bend you over look back and watch me

[Chorus (2x)]
Smack that all on the floor
Smack that give me some more
Smack that 'till you get sore
Smack that oh-oooh!

[Eminem:]

Ooh...Looks like another club banger
They better hang on when they throw this thing on
Get a lil drink on
They gonna flip for this Akon shit
You can bank on it!
Pedicure manicure kitty-cat claws
The way she climbs up and down them poles
Looking like one of them putty-cat dolls
Trying to hold my woodie back thru my drawers
Steps upstage didn't think I saw
Creeps up behind me, shes like "you're-"
I'm like I know lets cut to the chase
No time to waste back to my place
Plus from the club to the cribs like a mile away
or more like a palace shall I say
Plus I got pal if your gal is game
In fact he is the one singing the song that's playing
"Akon!"

[Akon:]

I feel you creeping, I can see you from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like tae-bo
and possibly bend you over look back and watch me

[Chorus](2)
Smack that all on the floor
Smack that give me some more
Smack that 'till you get sore
Smack that oh-oooh!

Eminem is rollin', d and em rollin' boo
And all marvelous them rolling
Women just holding big booty rollin'
Soon I'll be on Eminem throwin "D!"
Hittin no less than "Three!"
Block wheel style like "Whee!"
Girl I can tell you want me because lately

I feel you creeping, I can see you from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like tae-bo
and possibly bend you over look back and watch me

[Chorus](2)
Smack that all on the floor
Smack that give me some more
Smack that 'till you get sore
Smack that oh-oooh!
Akon Lyrics - Smack That

Akon - Right Now

Right Now Lyrics by Akon
It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
Try to be strong
But the stress I have is washing with
Wont belong before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you till
I was fill all my mind

I wanna make up Right Now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

Girl I know mistake will lay between us to
And we show our eyes that now even says somethings were true
I can't go and haven't seen my girl this thing
Why can it be the way it was
Your are my homie lover friend

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now crime

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up r
We need to lay up right now now now

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday you goes by
I miss you much
Tell I get you back I'm gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple on my I
Girls I miss you much
I miss you much
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday you goes by
I miss you much
Tell I get you back I'm gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple on my I
I miss you much
I miss you much

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I want you to fly with me
Want you to fly
I miss I had lie with me
Miss I had lie
I wish you could die with me
Wish you could die
I woundered a crime with me
Woundered a crime

I want you to fly with me
Want you to fly
I miss I had lie with me
Miss I had lie
I wish you could die with me
Wish you could die
I woundered a crime with me
Woundered aight now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now
Akon Lyrics - Right Now

Akon - Lonely

Lonely Lyrics by Akon
Lonely - Akon
Lonely,
I'm Mr. lonely,
I have nobody,
call my owwnnn

Lonely
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
call my owwnn

Lonely,
I'm Mr. lonely,
I have nobody,
call my ownnn

I'm so lonely....

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there, man ya' know who got to have that one "good girl" whose always been there like took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave yeah.

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda' sworn I was dreamin', for her I was feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking on these few years, tryna' figure out what I gotta do to make it go back cause, ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (i have nobody)
call my ownnn(to call my owwnn)


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (i have nobody)
call my owwnn (to call my own owwnn)


Cant believe I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you thru you still stuck
around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you a good girl and I had no right, I
really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl,

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (i have nobody)
call my ownnn(to call my own girl)


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (i have nobody)
call my owwnn(to call my owwnn)

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be, ain't no one in the globe I'd rather see, then the girl of my dreams that made me be so happy but now so lonely.

Lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (i have nobody)
call my owwnn (to call my owwnn)


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
call my owwnn (to call my owwnn)


Never thought that I'd be alone, I didnt think you'd be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, stop playing girl and come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished dat I would hurt my baby, and its drivin' me crazy cause i'm so...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
call my owwnn (to call my owwnn)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (Have nobody)
call my owwnn (to call my owwnn)


Lonely,
So lonely, (so lonely)
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely,(Lonely) so lonely (so lonely)
So lonely, (lonely)
So lonely, (so lonely),
so lonely (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely.
Akon Lyrics - Lonely

Jason Derulo - In My Head

In My Head Lyrics by Jason Derulo
Jason Derulo.
Deluga Heights.
J. J. J. J. J. R.
Come on.

Everybodys looking for love. Oh. Oh.
Aint that the reason youre at this club. Oh. Oh.
You aint gonna find a dance with him. No. Oh.
Got a better solution for you girl. Oh. Oh.

Just stay with me now. Say the word and well go.
Ill be your teacher. Ill show you the ropes.
Youll see a side of love you've never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In My Head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
Youll be screaming no.
In my head, its going down.
In my head, its going down.
In my head. Yeah. In my head. Oh yeah.

Some dudes know all the right things to say.
When it comes down to it, its just a game.
Instead of talking let me demonstrate. Yeah.
Get down to business lets skip foreplay.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and well go.
Ill be your teacher. Ill show you the ropes.
You'll see a side of love you've never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
Youll be screaming no.
In my head, its going down.
In my head, its going down.
In my head.

Break it down. Ay-oh. Come on. Ay-oh. Ay-oh.
You singing to me baby in my head right now. Ay-oh. Ay-oh. Come on.
Shell be screaming out when it all goes down.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and well go. We can go.
Ill be your teacher. Ill show you the ropes.
Youll see a side of love youve never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
Youll be screaming no.
In my head, its going down.
In my head, its going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
Youll be screaming more.
In my head, its going down.
In my head, its going down.
In my head
Jason Derulo Lyrics - In My Head

Jason Derulo - Watcha Say

Watcha Say Lyrics by Jason Derulo
[Chorus:]
Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well'
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmmm that it's all for the best'
Of course it is

[Verse 1:]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook:]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus:]
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well'
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best'
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well'
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2:]
How could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook:]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus:]
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well'
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best'
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well'
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3:]
Girl tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cause things ain't right girl
Tell me tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cause things ain't right

[Hook:]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby Watcha Say!

[Chorus:]
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well'
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best'
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well'
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say
Jason Derulo Lyrics - Watcha Say

Timbaland feat Katy Perry - If We Ever Meet Again

What's somebody like you doin in a place like this?
Say did you come alone or did you bring all your friends?
Say what's your name, what you drinking?
I think I know what you're thinking,
Baby whats your sign? Tell me yours I'll tell you mine,
Say what's somebody like you doing in a place like this?

(1, 2, 3 come on!)
I'll never be the same if we ever meet again,
Won't let you get away if we ever meet again,
This freefall's got me sold kiss me all night don't ever let me go,
I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before,
Hope you don't see me blush but I cant help but want you more more,
Baby tell me what's your story I ain't shy don't you worry,
I'm flirting with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight,
So do you come here much?
I've gotta see your face some more, some more coz baby I

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again,
Won't let you get away if we ever meet again,
This freefall's got me sold kiss me all night don't ever let me go,
Ill never be the same if we ever meet again,

If we ever meet again,
I'll have so much more to say,
If we ever meet again,
I won't let you go away
(x2)

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again,
Won't let you get away if we ever meet again,
This freefall's got me sold kiss me all night don't ever let me go,
I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again,
Won't let you get away if we ever meet again,
This freefall's got me sold kiss me all night don't ever let me go,
I'll never be the same if we ever meet again

Munafik

Gak tau!

Ku gak ngerti, ku capek, ku emang bandel, ku emang cuek, gak peduli apa-apa, diriku emang ga da habisnya ngejar kesenangan dunia. It's okay! No problem kalau mau nganggap diriku perti apa. Yang jelek-jelek kek, apa kek...

TERSERAH!

AAAAAARGH!

Cape aku! Aku cape! Lelah! Ku gak kuat!

Aku memang sok kuat, sok jadi yang bagus, sok jadi penengah, pembijak, penasehat, sok netral, dsb.

Tapi apa? Diriku ini masih banyak yang perlu diperbaiki. Makanya, sebut saja aku munafik.

Ya... Aku memang munafik...

Aku tahu...

Dan, karena aku tahu itu, aku tahu salah, aku tahu kotornya diriku, aku tahu betapa kurang bersyukur, aku tahu dosa-dosa yang kulakukan, dan sebagainya, maka diriku semakin munafik. Karena aku tahu, tapi tidak pernah membersihkannya, membuangnya, menghilangkannya, mengubahnya, maka sekali lagi kutekankan aku memang munafik.